This is a tribute to who I used to be. In my short life I've had many selves. The young frightened self full of life in high school. The young powerful elite self that was in college. The more or less mature self after college who became again frightened and depressed. This is a tribute to my old self, for I have now embarked on a journey I believe will end in me finding myself. It's either going to be a circus or a rollercoaster. Eitherway it's a journey to discover myself. I will change and will look to see if I will change for the better. In a direction I wanted to go. I will find direction. I will remember my dreams and face the challenges not being afraid. I may find myself back in a church. I may find myself muscular, a better cook, healthier. I will set goals and I will attain them.